Be Selfish.

I'm trying to start this blog but I'm feeling super rusty, typing and deleting, typing and deleting all over again. I have no structure in my writing right now. When I was younger I just wrote about my days but life was just so much more interesting when you're younger. At 26 I feel like my life is pretty established right now. I've worked really hard to become the woman that I am today and for the things I own and the relationships I have with others.

It wasn't easy getting here and all the decisions I made, the mistakes I had to face. Even all the regrets I have. I think when you get older the days seem to go by much faster. I feel like I had just rang in the New Year and now its June and it's already 85 degrees out. 

There's just too much to do in such little time..

I've been coping with my anxiety and finding ways to live with it. At this point now I'm just happy I don't get a panic attack everyday like I used to 3 years ago. It's great to think that I can't remember the last time I actually had one.

Self-care and self-love. I always thought life always need to be on the go. But reality is if you don't take the time to step back and stop for a moment then you'll only end up burning yourself out. Most importantly if you don't love yourself enough then what's the point in giving out love? Yes it's good to give but if you don't give to yourself.. you're only cheating yourself.

The person you should be in love with first is yourself.

-Lisa Marie Lim